"I started getting ready on everybody telling them what goes to who and who gets this. So I told my sister I said Val's gonna keep the house if I go because him and I are the only ones living there. And I told them that Val is going to stay there and keep the house and if the sister and her husband ever separates she comes back to the village she has a home. And then I told my other son, that lives with my sister. So I prepared everything because I thought I was ready to go. I thought this second round with my cancer that was my sign for me to go. Because the first time I had cancer and I went into a coma, I saw my mom, I saw my dad."